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New vinyl from Deathwish Inc. (Taken with instagram)
Yeah she kisses the way the good songs are sung
And she thinks that she’s special
But she knows that I’m really only looking for some fun,
Now she’s sitting on my bed half naked,
Asking if I want to go out and get some breakfast
While I’m walking to the kitchen
Wondering why the hell hasn’t she left yet
I’m losing hope
Thought I was living but I’m dying in Ontario
And she should really be wearing her winter coat
Don’t know why all the girls wanna be so cold
Now she’s poppin’ ‘em like Tylenol and chasing it with alcohol
She had a great set of legs and didn’t seem to mind my busted ass smile
Anyways, I bought her a couple of drinks
She had the first one then got all religious on me
Mumbled something about the twelve steps and how they parted the seas
Well, I guess it’s time for me to leave
I’m losing hope
Thought I was living more like dying in Ontario
And she should really be wearing her winter coat,
Don’t know why all the girls around here wanna be so cold
I’m getting tired of this feeling in my stomach
It’s not this city, it’s what I’ve done with it,
All my angels are etched in snow
Thought I’m living but I’m dying in Ontario
Save my soul from the poisons of this world
Seeds of lust, desire and deceit
Bloom inside the darkest hearts
Spreading, growing towards the light
There is something about you
You said
You’re different
Take me up into your arms
I swear we’re infinite
No desire to be here
Just watch me disappear
So let the dark clouds roll in
Feel depression’s teeth sinking in
We’re fucking starving, we’re fucking dying
Digging the holes they’ll find us crawling in
When you feel next to nothing
You’ll die in the clothes that you were born in
On our knees we’re burning
While the world still turning
I still get goosebumps listening to this song, every time.
I stand alone, my strength unyielding, my mind a martyr, this is all I fucking have to give to you. This is all I know and all I’ve ever known, so don’t try to fucking pull me down. I know what I’m doing is right. I know I can hold my head high but who has faith in me? No love no hope no fucking change. I swear I’ll never change.
Yet another amazing package at my doorstep this morning!
I finally have my records I ordered from No Sleep a while back. I’m very fortunate to have gotten the self-titled Touché Amoré record as it was a final pressing, not to mention the beauty in both The Carrier’s and Pianos Become the Teeth vinyl…
Stoked.
Wait for me dead when light hits me
Void black sun
The reach doesn’t reach me
Beating drums in the mouth of abyss
Void black
Dust swarm
Lost in the burning sun
Fire raining on our souls
Burning roots
Flood is coming down
Wash away the doubt
Bone of my bones
Wait for me dead
Void black sun
Lost doesn’t find me
Flesh of my flesh
Bearing blank curse
Void black
Dust swarm
Running through fire raining on our souls
Burning roots
Flood is coming down
Wash away the doubt and take away the pain
I came to realize
Void black sun
Bearing blank curse
Void black sun
Fire raining on our souls
Burning roots
Flood is coming down
Wash away the doubt
I’ll reap what I sowed
Void black sun
Void
I found this little surprise on my doorstep this morning. Hello Touché Amoré preorder from months ago…
This is such a gorgeous piece of work, hands down the best record I own besides Carpathian’s 12” Isolation that is. This edition comes in a white hard covered book with original photography from Ryan Alysworth for Parting the Sea Between Brightness and Me. On the last page are the lyrics and the record on a sleeve holding the record.
Beautiful from beginning to end, I love these guys and have for sometime now. See you in September with Title Fight and Break Even boys.
Tested my patience, now feel my hate
It’s always blinded me
I’d pull the fucking trigger just to feel release
The temptation of satisfaction, indulging in regret
I’m about to overload
Hold back or explode
Don’t let go, don’t let this moment crush you
Don’t let go, don’t let this moment slip away
I don’t know anything anymore
I don’t know anything
So many years ago, I lost my way
But I never had it anyway
Sold my soul to learn
It wasn’t worth the price I paid
The life I made
A shot to the heart is just a shot in the dark
I’m sick of feeling sorry for everyone but myself
Don’t let go, don’t let this moment crush you
Don’t let go, don’t let this moment slip away
I can feel it, I can feel myself, slipping away
I’d turn back time to begin again, but it won’t
Don’t let go, don’t let this moment crush you
Don’t let go, don’t let this moment slip away
