January 2010
“And yet I thought I knew myself, even after 17 years of existence I still do not...”
“So this is permanence, love’s shattered pride.
What once was innocence,...”
– Twenty Four Hours by Joy Division
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I ain’t been sleeping well these days I lie awake listening to the trains Wishing for one of them To come take me away Lost my way every place I’ve been Tired of thinking of all the hurt I’ve seen Wishing for death To finally take me.
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I want out, I want out of this fucking place, There’s nothing left to salvage nothing left to converse, And when it leaves there is no hope of return, No hope of salvation to rid this affliction. This was meant to change everything, bring a new age; A change of guard and a change of heart. A renewed bond but physicality reigns. Is this what I really want, is this making me content? Is this...